Thursday, July 24, 2014

the same

the same
we are the same now everyone is pretty much the same person in differant places and clothes dressed to be seen the appearance the uniform deliverance the presentation of the profile seen to be seen the same the misinterpretation the presentation the low or high profile the margin of error the leering wolfish grind stone the mill of solitude the laughter of the crowded room the gloom of forecast days the quite quiet people the roar of the books upon the shelf they are screaming too be read it is not dark in the light or light in the dark the manifesto is the ability of the language the utility of the voice saying absolutely nothing in the conversation of any importance people are the bane of the existence of machines and robotic rule make a android brain in case you need to tell it what to do mark time in onion colored skin clashes with my bearded china plate face presentation it is all the same too me iff it is all the same too you the same too them too all of them the hair the bald the trotting men the running men olive drab green machines what idiots chewing gum on the sidewalk sticking to the gumshoe cracks and crevices falling into the dark green things peering back from the vegetables white cracker meal all meat tastes like chicken to the men they are all the same the same feet the same smile the same good luck the same peanut in every sack it is the same a nut is a nut is a nut in case they are the same
the same the same the same
mother goose is grim but she is the same mother goose she had always been grim she is the same mother is her name
the same

Wednesday, July 2, 2014

depressioned

depressioned

July 2, 2014 at 9:47pm
Jesus
that long sleep could come at any time and so eye am
depressionedJesus that long sleep could come at any time and so eye am depressioned

depressioned
depressioned
reasones to be depressed this season
winter hides me in bad weather
people ignore the rain in summer
they are numerous in there intentions
my hot spots are all used by lots of homeless people the only place eye even feel safe is in this lieberry where eye type my poor truths
actully eye feel pretty good the pain is not acute pain
the food is good
the clothing sweats under my clothing sweats
changing is not easy and so eye smell sweet for ewe
the last thing eye need is for someone to smell my meat
in the bag in the egypt bag there is food
in a multitude of words there is danger for no one is foolproff and the eye is the least exception eye say things some people take as threats but only because eye am so serious and so depressed
my function has been severely damaged eye am a bundle of damaged nerves and nerveless so the unfriendly and the drunks the users and the other homeless had best learn to be nice to the eye while eye am working on my time is spent sober and writing my prose in purple hose actually my socks are white and nice when they are dry
read this as iff your life depends on it and dont worry about destroying it it will self destruct someday when charlax sleeps with Jesus
that long sleep could come at any time and so eye am
depressioned

Tuesday, June 17, 2014

people are bad seeds

people are bad seeds

June 17, 2014 at 6:22pm
people are bad seeds
The Stone Gods
Jeanette Winterson
a novel
I said to Spike, “is this how it ends ?”
She said, “it isnt ended yet.”
page 88 hard cover editionpeople are bad seeds The Stone Gods Jeanette Winterson a novel I said to Spike, “is this how it ends ?” She said, “it isnt ended yet.” page 88 hard cover edition

people are bad seeds
The Stone Gods
Jeanette Winterson
a novel
I said to Spike, “is this how it ends ?”
She said, “it isnt ended yet.”
page 88 hard cover edition
they spew filthy lies believeing what they say to be the truth it causes my brain to glitch and hurt they smile when they see how it causes me the pain
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people hurt me
they killed me
death is slow torture
and they will die somehow
eye think they have forgotten that part
they will die no matter how long they live
they will die for they were created and they were mean and they will die
they will suffer until they die they will suffer they will die
this is the end of time
my pain makes me suffer and hurt
and hate
there is no love can find a place in me today
people are bad seeds

Thursday, May 1, 2014

April 31 or MAY DAY one April 31 or MAY DAY one

April 31 or MAY DAY one April 31 or MAY DAY one

May 1, 2014 at 12:11pm
on the first day of May CharlaX rested from his labors enjoy the NPM poems
on the first day of May CharlaX rested from his labors enjoy the NPM poems


April 31 or MAY DAY one April 31 or MAY DAY one
stick a forck in me eye am done a burnt toast on the run Back in the May Day when the eye was younger a tad pole a lad role they scared us with The Cold War Teaching fear to every eye HOlocaust was a Nuclear Weapon of Destruction the hate in me for law still comes from being busted trying to have funn we drank too many beers and wine and like any alcholic we drank liquor and we learned to use cheap drugs dont ask (gasp) most of my mental problems stem from the neck up to the head just from getting high we smoked a lot of grass and cursed the dealers a dime bag was only a nickle way back when May was young thirty pieces of Judas Silver bought ounces in a bag of three or four fingers even now they are only about the same forty five dollars it is the dealers game the thing is mostly stems and seeds go figure means go think about this April last May Day poem on the run Kruschev banged his shoe on the Podium jail food was no fun one sided sandwiches and a cold coffee made with stinking water done with Fluoride or Formaldehyde May Day is now happeneing just for all the readers and the minions on the first day of May CharlaX rested from his labors enjoy the NPM poems — in Florida. - See more at:http://s198.photobucket.com/user/Junelax/media/charlax%20keeper/APRIL%202014/1513847_10152291155964002_737079072_n.jpg.html?sort=3&o=0#sthash.ijurs0cu.dpuf

Wednesday, April 30, 2014

Aprill 30 Worry is a Wedge

Aprill 30
Aprill 30
Worry is a Wedge
Life is Les Miserables we look in fear into dark places all the Kings horses and all the kings men eye found a broken egg and shook the side of the sack three times in vain thinking it was hard broiled and yet it had no weight when eye finally saw it upp close it was only an empty eggshell no matter how much we love it is only a one way street the heart upon the sleeve leads me not into temperance or temper tantrums or temptations but too depression compression for no one can really love you as much as you think you still can love them it is what it is shoes upon my feet and bread and water too remember my imprisonmeant eye still crave meat to eat a fix like a dog gets eye eat the part they knoe knot off on the slanted plate like John the Baptist Silver Salver awaiting the coming of the Jesus or yet could it now be the coming of the 666 to end humanity the head too them now too become the dead poet a fitting end for eye a perfect diatribe the tribulation wedge me into WORRY
Aprill 30

Tuesday, April 29, 2014

March into April 29 March into April 29

March into April 29 March into April 29

April 29, 2014 at 12:42pm
March into April 29 March into April 29 it rained it stopped it flodded my street it rained it stopped it turned the sky completely read and then it started raining again it was thundering and the rain almost did not stop again now the sun is expected to make an afternoon appearance so tired of all the rain then of National Poetry month anears and when someone calls to the battle will eye come naynay arrears eye use my time more like the accordian involving others in myh fears they move too slowly for help to arrive and so a man does not fight intrepid foes intent upon destruction remove them iff you can remove them is the important move to make remove them once again the earth will quake the sky will read mhy tome inside your happy home oven baked relate shuns me but there is some who need me to this very day they are the gold in the silver lining of the cloud the blue sky moves up into the dark clouds are leaving in the aftermath of the lightening war the thundar booming now over for another few days when the rain will come and stop and start it all again there was another rude man in my face he is a disgrace he was sleeping on the steps and telling people to go away this is a public place and when you tell a man to go you had better be bigger then a toad hit the road Jake and dont you look back take your pack and get a real job Joe are not the Lieberry guard however he will soon tell you what is what were you thinking this is not a prison and you are not in charge of dissing some of us on the street do this quite well and hope to slide March into April 29 - See more at: http://s198.photobucket.com/user/Junelax/media/charlax%20keeper/APRIL%202014/29.jpg.html?sort=3&o=3#sthash.CXm78g7z.dpuf
 — in Florida.

some who need me to this very day they are the gold in the silver lining of the cloud the blue sky moves up into the dark clouds are leaving
some who need me to this very day they are the gold in the silver lining of the cloud the blue sky moves up into the dark clouds are leaving

April 23 NPM Poetry MOnth poem 23

April 23 NPM Poetry MOnth poem 23

April 23, 2014 at 11:24am
April 23 NPM Poetry MOnth poem 23
April 23 NPM Poetry MOnth poem 23


April 23 NPM Poetry MOnth poem 23
April 23 NPM Poetry MOnth poem 23
Street Smarts
OR
why do they do what they do upp on the street
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the man on the byke parked and walked on the sidewalk back and forth the patrol car was parked across the street in the sign posted on the parking lot he could not see the man the policeman not the man was begging from the cars and once the policeman saw him but did not leave and eye grow tired of watching these machines
the boy was boogy woogy on the wall above the sidewalk he was dancing in his red shoes Dorthy come home he was waving at the traffic complete in side him selfish dance in place of laptop place a boy has took my seat he reeks he plays with his cell phone and hits me with the light it is dangerous
PEOPLE        sleeping in the oddest places under the edge of a roof beside a building closed and after hours alter egos gone home to watch tv the story on the program from the governmeant for me about the homeless epidemic dependents on the avenue is changing as we speak they are adding concrete walls in an effort to stop people there from jaywalking homeless creature
they move some people off the street in fear
they leave out to the forest with more beer bears surround the sound do not feed or leave more food around
people smoke they feed the need for drugs
people hate the white man is a joker
begging for more power the comic play goes on
cosmic hide aways fall short
a man on skype was speaking on his web cam from the sattelite he was homeless here in Florida down from North Carolina
he was so worried he would not take time to rest talking to someone so fast he did not like the people on the porch swing the camera around to hide the womans voice
gather my people in the sky from the ends of the earth to be way upp high
save them from the dirty city street
April 23 NPM Poetry MOnth poem 23